distressing intrusive thoughts
name's Ross but who gives a shit
Gdansk, Poland
:ThePastWithinRose:some borderline-depressed muppet with absolutely no clue what he s doin.y know one of those idiots poppin Zoloft n Kratom like its M&Ms scared af of what the future might bring.playin bass and listenin to Cough.youll see me mostly at old games:cherrypie:
:ThePastWithinRose:some borderline-depressed muppet with absolutely no clue what he s doin.y know one of those idiots poppin Zoloft n Kratom like its M&Ms scared af of what the future might bring.playin bass and listenin to Cough.youll see me mostly at old games:cherrypie:
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there isn't a lot goin on behind that skull of mine
:devil_horns:im good at five things:doin drugs to cope, bein afraid and rightfully so, spendin money that isn't mine, ownin money, bein broke:cherrypie:

:RT_moon:here s my discord if u re lookin for someone who has no idea bout music:
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and here im leavin my Spotify playlist cause why not. maybe u gonna like somethin: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4DJzN0GTvN9nZcluHx9pCi?si=M7xH9xeBSQmEdW7k4H8emQ&pi=ClWDm3OKQkq72 :crossinferno:
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💉 What Gabriel Addiction Does to Your Brain.mp4
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𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝙽𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝙻𝚞𝚌𝚔... 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝙾𝚗𝚌𝚎
Verse I]
Oh, how it hurts to be unsure,
Of one’s existence, or the future that may never come.
Please, I must rest, lay me down on the mossy stone.
I’m sorry, Mom, but I can’t take this anymore.
[Verse II]
Please, I beg you, heavens above—
Don’t take the only thing I want.
My freedom, it’s mine...
Don’t take it from me.
Yes, all I want is to be here.
[Pre-Chorus]
Need some luck, maybe more...
Give me a chance to become more.
More and more, we all need more—
Is there an ending to it all?
[Chorus]
To live is to suffer—accept thy name,
For to be human is to feel pain.
But I’ve had my share, can’t hold more scars.
Another one would rip my skull apart.
[Bridge]
Carve out the veins, slit the throat,
And leave nothin’ but an empty doll.
[Outro]
In four nights, I’ll know my fate...
Grant me more than empty hope.
I beg for chance to see it through.
PS: you need an old semi-hollow six string for it. We're talkin THICK strings. Tune for drop B but don't be afraid to go lower. It's more about tone and timing, rather than expression in notes. I mean, f'em actually... You re a smart cookie... You gonna figure. If u gonna publish it somewhere, or use... Go for it: but don't forget to mention that Icarus wrote it. That'd be nice :/

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my objectively remarkable and incredibly impressive list of bands that re so deep and like super cool and have like vibe and like sendin the positive energy (wish i was as delusional, as those f-milenials and middle age feminists):


1). 𝐓𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐮𝐳𝐳 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡
basically my heroin.

2). 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝
my personal favorite when it comes to anger outbursts. what a night, what a show, what an amazing dish it is... it gets happy star ⭐ and dentist's recommendation 🖕

3). 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐨
an individual who constantly reminds me how f-bad i-really-am at playin guitar. but his music has certain... weight. the same you felt durin the time when you were starin at the night sky overwhelmed with melancholy as a child.
4). 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐜𝐡
if u were/are a real black sheep. real outcast that knows what its like to be runnin on pure luck. not some goth-metal-punk-whatever the ♥♥♥♥... i mean someone who was so OUT that even these groups weren't pleased with ur presence. if you check that box: u ll quickly get that band. music not meant for any other ears but YOURS.

5). 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐚 (𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐀𝐋𝐁𝐔𝐌𝐒)
u very much probably know this bad. but did u know that they used to make VERY brain rippin stuff? Discouraged Ones Gone is a perfect example. Its another song bout someone bein abounded BUT THE SOUND of it is absolutely huntin. like ghosts touchin ur neck with rose's thorns...