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Back when I made this post about a friend leaving my life. His loss affected me deeply. Because in a sea of fake people in my life, he was very real. He is not dead and no matter how many times people would tell me otherwise for what he did to me. I would defend him because he mattered to me. What most people didn't realize is that I stayed up three days in a row writing that post and finishing Persona 3 Reload. Unfortunately due to my condition. It left me hospitalized. That is how much this person meant to me and how much their loss affected me.

When he left, I suffered a long battle with depression and hopelessness. I never blamed him because I couldn't hate him. You see. He got involved with a terrible group of individuals lead by a master manipulator who I know and have seen personally that she'll do anything to protect the friend group and keep the lies going. I'm going be transparent with you in this post even if it costs me everything. I'm not known for my BS. But, I am known for being misunderstood and taken the wrong way. I was wronged sincerely for an entire year.

They apologized to me and I shed tears, happy ones. No one believed he was ever going to do that. I was right and I was happy. We were going start a new leaf, forget the past and be friends again. But, then he was fixed on this manipulative ring leader. I gave him the truth, but they protected the lie. I, in my well meaning self, did nothing wrong to any of them. I gave them money they didn't deserve and I helped them through problems they needed me for and when push to came to shove. They were no where to be found. Because they only cared about keeping up the lie. I became the liar.

I have another big announcement to make. I'm possibly running out of time. I want to try my best to finish Estellium Legends II. I finished the Arena mode already. But... I don't know if I'll have much longer. I pray I beat what I am clandestinely battling with. However... I want you all to know that I was never a liar to this guy, until he met her and that group. Shes using men, manipulating people and not telling the truth, lying to people she doesn't even care about for the sake of the friend group. I say, to hell with that friend group. If it's built off a foundation of lies, it should crumble. She wanted me to lie to my friend to keep up appearances. I cannot do that. If I die, I die real.

The "lady"'s info is this:

https://www.instagram.com/vertighoul/

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/B1SpMWlQFYg

Her real name is a name that begins with an A and has two A letters in the name and ends in an Ah sound.

I'm most likely never going to get that friend back ever again and I gotta live with it. He doesn't trust me anymore and thinks I am lying to him. But, the most I want you to know, Is I wanted to save him from the den of vipers. When he was with me, in my life. He was making correct choices. He was a good man. Now he's smoking, filling a void with bad choices and going down a dark path I cannot follow. They call me all sorts of things, all sorts of lies, none of it true, but I see through it all.

When I was conversing with him, I know he probably never read the All Good Things Must Come To An End post and that's okay.

If by some chance I do end up dead in the near future. I got the apology I always wanted. It just didn't come with the new start I had hoped for. But, only in my dreams do things go well anymore it seems.

My strength has been weakening and my health declining. I know not how much time I have left. So I'm going to do a huge recap of my career with things that influenced every game I ever made.

https://store.steampowered.com/app/679470/Solenars_Edge_Rebirth/ First off... Solenars Edge Rebirth. A game inspired by many RPGs and anime of my life time.

https://store.steampowered.com/app/688380/Restoration/?curator_clanid=33017016Restoration. A child's bedtime story, a personification of a dream-catcher.

https://store.steampowered.com/app/714730/Luvocious/?curator_clanid=33017016Luvocious. Three different stories, three different adventures.

https://store.steampowered.com/app/847450/Solenars_Edge_Heroes/?curator_clanid=33017016Solenars Edge Heroes, an Arena game...

Ah... I wanna finish this list to be honest, but I don't find myself having the strength to finish typing this post about the games. I'm so sorry. I did my best. I'll put this here: https://store.steampowered.com/publisher/TeamSyukino So, I'll leave it on the note of this:

If you are a well meaning woman with a good heart and a soul, isn't manipulative, abusive and a liar. Please, if you bump into him on the game Final Fantasy XIV. Give him a chance, better yet, save him from those I failed to do so. He goes by Vuldara Kormenhart (Zalera). Be nice.

Also, since this may be the end for me. I repent for my sins and Jesus Christ is my lord and savior.

I pray I beat whatever it is that I am battling and I make it through this. I won't lie to you and say I'll live or die. But, I promise you, I'll fight my damned hardest to come back and finish what I have to do. On a positive note, Estellium Legends II has a super badass chapter 2 opening with an amazing boss fight I hope you guys get a chance to see. The steam page has already been paid for and is held back by a lack of trailer.

Luke 8:17 "For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wp5jBgOcKo