WELCOME MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY

I'm leaving all this behind, i couldn't understand what i did wrong before it was too late, i do seem losing everything i hoped for friendship and had.. like partner

I cost myself everything i hope to gain but it's all taken away in process my own fault ruining relationship, I've lost myself for unknown lust when i was young at fourteen hate to admit it, that wasn't by choice but change my way thinking couldn't remember how or why it happened back then, on other side i didn't want to lose friends because i started drama on politics

Don't blame me but i used to be democrats before i saw thought they're were 'peaceful' until they went violence for losing last erection, decided side with republican because dem being bunch of babies

I'm not saying you guys are nor been my friends, i don't know what is real to me, I'm.. isolation so long

I started thought i lost trust with everyone and wanted nothing to do with the world anymore, I'm hated in this life and there's nothing to do about it

I feel losing everything to my consequences and I'm sorry, not like my apologies do nothing much but action did, nobody wouldn't be around me once it's shown

I used to be somewhat kind.. I'm not who i am rest in this life to my end how everyone will remember me

I don't know where i would go or what path to take, it's always happening to lose something i cherish once and another to let go those was my partner and friends

I wish everyone farewell