I am an idiot that hates idiots

"I was a victim of a series accidents, as are we all."
"All the lives we could live, all the people we will never know, never will be, they are everywhere. That is what the world is."

From the place I used to be, struggling usually
Look at the newer me, fate pursuing me
I can feel the energy in the air
It feel like I'm supposed to be here
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Feel so good in what you do
Helps somebody else get through
That's why I do the best I can
Because I know how blessed I am
[chorus]
A fool if I take it all for granted
A smart man if I keep my feet planted
To the earth, 'cause the people that hurt can understand it
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Can't imagine how it feels
That's why I'm smiling everyday
Because my dream ain't far away
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You looking at me, and you tell me I'm blessed
Calculated my steps, my heart, my breath
Breathe in lungs of a victory and vividly
You see me when at my best, my worst
This verse dedicated to the days that I slept
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We here
And I'm so happy I cry 'cause I can't believe
All the things I ever wanted are finally happening for me
And it's so surreal that I almost feel
That any minute I can wake up from this fantasy
When you pray so hard, and you've come so far
And you know that it's the time for you to lift your bar
And I'm gonna do it, watch me
[chorus]

He was sobbin', he was mobbin', way belligerent and drunk
Talkin' out his head philosphing on what the lord had done
He said, "K-Dot can you pray for me? it's been a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up day for me"
"I know that you anointed, show me how to overcome"
Hopin' I could bring him closer to the spiritual, my spirit do no better

Somebody yell "Kendrick American, they sho' is crazy"
And I said "why?"
Then he looked me in the eye, and said "♥♥♥♥♥ you ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up"
You're banking on good luck, you wishing for miracles
You never been through ♥♥♥♥, you're crying hysterical
You settle for everything, complain about everything
You say you sold crack, my world amphetamine
Your projects ain't ♥♥♥♥, I live in a hut ♥♥♥♥♥
I'm living to keep warm, you living to pay rent
I paid my way through by waiting on Allah
You played your way through, by living in sci-fi
Bullshitting yourself, you talking to strangers
Same thing goes for the ones you came with
When y'all came on the boat looking for hope
And all you can say is that you're looking for dope
These days ain't no compromise
And your pain ain't mines half the time
A brand new excuse ain't ♥♥♥♥ to me
♥♥♥♥♥ I made my moves, with shackled feet
Cape town
In today's day and age we practice the self pity of taking the easy way out
You wait on them, him and her
But when a blessing takes long, that's when you go wrong
You selfish ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Guilt trippin' and feelin' resentment
I never met a transient that demanded attention
They got me frustrated, indecisive and power trippin'
Sour emotions got me lookin' at the universe different
I should distance myself, I should keep it relentless
My selfishness is what got me here, who the ♥♥♥♥ I'm kiddin'?

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