What makes 🖕 me happy 😊? Well 😦, that's ✔ a tough 💪🏼 question ❔. What is happiness 😃😄😊, anyway 🔛? I 👁 don't 🚫 understand 🤔 emotions 😍😭😁. I 👁 don't 🚫 feel 😜 them correctly 🆘, and I 👁 have a hard 🍆 time 🕐 understanding 🤔🕵🎓 them. This really 💯 affects 😳 me in terms 📄 of personality 👨. I'm 😼👌💥 not a good 👌 person 👨. I 👁 say 💬 and do stupid 📖🚫 things 🕑. I 👥👦 wanna 🙈 change 🚼, but 🍑 change 🚼 is hard 💎. All 💯 because I 👁 personally 👫👬👭 cant 🚫 feel 😁 emotions 😢😡. But 🍑 that's 😦 besides 🚫 the point 🈯. Back 🔙 to the question ❓, what makes 🖕 me happy 😊? Well 😦, first 👆, I'd 🙏 have to explain 🤔💬 what happiness 😊 is for me. Happiness 😊 is when 🍑 i 👁✋🏻 feel 😁 safe 😓 and comfortable 😴. It's when 🍑 I'm 💘 not afraid 😱, and lonely 😢. It's when 🍑 I'm 💘 with my friends 👬, the people 👨🏿👩🏿 I 👁 trust 🙅 and love 💕❤. I 👥 don't 🚫 understand 🤔 people 😾👫 who would put 😏 their significant 🖋📝 other above 👆⬆ their friends 👬. Of course 🏎, It's important 🔝 to have someone 👤 you 👉 love 😍, but 🍑 love ❤💖💕 is complicated 🆒🔣. Your 👉 friends 👬 will be with you 👈 forever 🕐. Well 😦, the true 💯 ones 😤, anyway 🔛. I've 🙋 had a lot 🍑 of issues ⚠ with friends 👬 in the past 💦 and it brought ✌ me to believe 🙏 I 👁 don't ❌ deserve 🤴 friends 👬, because of what I 💥👁👩‍🎓 have done ✅. I 👁 don't 🚫 like 😄 myself. I'm 💘 basic 🚂, and I'm 💘 not who I 👁 wanna 🙏 be. So hide 🙈 behind 👟 the disguise 🎭❌ of an artist 🖼, with a persona 👫. I've 🙋 made 👑 it clear 😋😉 that persona 👫 is not me, but 🍑 he's 👥 who I 👁 want 😋 to be. He's 👥 with the people 👨 he 👥 loves ❤ all 💯 the same, he 👨🏾 does what he 👨 wishes 🙏 he 👨 could do, and he's 👨🏿 who he 👨 wants 😋❤🕢 to be. I 👁 wish 🙏 I 👥 was him 👴. Because he's 👨 happy 😀.