Shaira666
立花 ひろみ
Kyoto, Japan


Did I tell you, how does it feel to die?

「 After so many years of putting other people first, over-pouring, over-giving people, pleasing, trying to understand people's reasons for hurting you, you're exhausted, drained and indifferent. So when people cry to return after treating you badly, you just no longer care. If someone who has been or is in my life comes and says something to you about me, even if its negative, I might tell you to believe them because of what they had to do to get me to that point. I am absolutely a villain in some people's stories, but people's minds and memories are selective and they just start where I became the villain..and I have no qualms about that. I can absolutely be very comfortable being the villain in your story because I know myself well enough to know I will never wake up and intentionally want to hurt you out of the blue..and even when you hurt me, I will never want to hurt you back. But you best believe I will stand my ground. You will no longer have access to me..And if I come off as cruel, if I come off as a villain, so be it. 」
-Grace, 2022

#NOTE: I'm not accepting friend requests now.


Did I tell you, how does it feel to die?

「 After so many years of putting other people first, over-pouring, over-giving people, pleasing, trying to understand people's reasons for hurting you, you're exhausted, drained and indifferent. So when people cry to return after treating you badly, you just no longer care. If someone who has been or is in my life comes and says something to you about me, even if its negative, I might tell you to believe them because of what they had to do to get me to that point. I am absolutely a villain in some people's stories, but people's minds and memories are selective and they just start where I became the villain..and I have no qualms about that. I can absolutely be very comfortable being the villain in your story because I know myself well enough to know I will never wake up and intentionally want to hurt you out of the blue..and even when you hurt me, I will never want to hurt you back. But you best believe I will stand my ground. You will no longer have access to me..And if I come off as cruel, if I come off as a villain, so be it. 」
-Grace, 2022

#NOTE: I'm not accepting friend requests now.
Suicide Countdown: 7 Days
Hello, stranger.
You don't know me, but I know you.
Why did you want to meet me?
Talk to me, laugh with me, play with me? Kill me?
Sure, that's what I've been waiting for!
Turn the tide of time. And you will make a star out of the space.
You choose to stay silent, but inside you is the noise of the world.
Recall, recall all your mind. Why has your soul gone cold, and all hope has run dry?
Pfft. You make me laugh. You think you are just like me. Are you dead, too?
We are one. Together, we are Hell. Or heaven. Or the whole world.
But alone, nothing.
I'm Mikansei girl.
This world means nothing, sis.
It doesn’t matter if you walk to that graveyard or ride a Mercedes to. Our ancestors will forever remain dead.
Thriving
Waiting
Grinding
For what?
A shooting star? But I saw one, and I wished I never see a shooting star.
Last day, you were there. Now, you are nowhere. But you didn’t realize.
Why did you want to kiss me~?
What stops you?
Waiting for the sun to set, so it can rise again. Blind of that orange light.
Just like the cup of coffee that you made. Its getting cold.
Why did I slit my wrist? Oh, you wanted to drink my blood?
Guess you have got a deathwish then, cause MY BLOOD IS THE POISON
The poison that keeps me alive.
I smile, through the wasteland; that's my world.
Forever lonely, sitting under the shadows, but don't try to prey on me. You can't handle. You want to die?
Cause, I'm the violence embedded in flesh.
Haha, joking. I'm a fairy, I'm a butterfly.
I'm the sidewinder.
I'm a firefly. But, why do fireflies have to die so soon?
You live. Cause I smile. But, I die. Cause, you choose not to smile.
You have taken my life. But did you realize, you had taken your one too?
So, wake up, and smile. Hey, when was the last time you smiled? What, don't want to? Don't like me, I see.
What can I say, I'm Mikansei girl.
Welcome to my world.

We will say goodbye in 7 days.
Baby cheeks 8 hours ago 
Meow meow ♥️
Baby cheeks 30 Jan @ 12:00am 
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★KissMe★™ 31 Dec, 2025 @ 5:14am 
:csgoanarchist: New year Quotes : :csgoanarchist:

- Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.

- Wishing all my near and dear friends a very Happy new Year 2026 !!! Stay happy and be safe.

Regards, Ayaz. :summercrab2023:
★KissMe★™ 24 Dec, 2025 @ 10:02am 
:lunar2020confidentrooster: Christmas Quotes : :lunar2020confidentrooster:

- “Christmas magic is silent. You don’t hear it — you feel it, you know it, you believe it.”

- Wishing all my near a dear friends a Merry Christmas 2025 . Enjoy, spend quality time with your family and stay safe!!! :flag:

Regards,
Ayaz :2018saliengoo1:
★KissMe★™ 19 Dec, 2025 @ 10:43am 
:2019headphones: Thought of the Month : :2019headphones:

- "December has the clarity, the simplicity, and the silence you need for the best fresh start of your life."

—Vivian Swift

- Wishing my friends a very Happy December 2025 and wait for the amazing 2026 in sometime!! :amongusbird:
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