lately i been harboring
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know
what i know
that your leaving
cause then if you did
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million
before i loose my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ difference anymore?

14 when i cried
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain
20 and i’m still the same