Need to talk . . . Tragedy can bring us together

Klaire was one is seven billion, of this there is no doubt. Her loss is fealt dearly by many people in this community. I had only just convinced Klaire to send me pictures of herself, she was so gaurded and private. By no means a fault in this world, I fealt privelaged that she would open up to me, a complete stranger for most intents and purposes. I wish only that I knew more about her to know that she was suffering. God knows, I've been down most any path you could wish to imagine, in a drunken stooper. Wisdom tells us for whom the only place anyone that suffers like will reach is prison, sobriety, or death. I feel it is a vain attempt to put my feelings into type, however, for my own sanity I place this text here. Klaire was more of a person to me than many people I've met in the flesh. I don't exaggerate, to have a beautiful young lady, more skilled than most at the classes she chose, to be waiting in the respawn to heal me asap, was a feeling more intense than I've achieved meeting and interacting with individuals in "RL". Klaire remains at the top of the monthy ranking. I'd love to think that it was all skill. It's telling to me, as I've seen what kind of time it takes to keep the point count rising: a lot of time. Klaire had been online a lot, meaning that her interpersonal contact was most likely waining. The last picture I have of Klaire is at her party, her going away to Germany party. She told me it was a "sad" photo, but she restrained from telling me why. I can't think of anyone, ever, in my life I wish I could have reached to, and held them in a comforting hug that could re-assure her that the world is full of ♥♥♥♥♥♥ situations, and unfortunate circumstance; we do not have to be alone and sad. All scenerios are temporary, even the lowest of the lows vanish in time, if we don't lose control and auger in. I've bounced off my fair share of walls, and woken up consumed by a mound of my own plates of ♥♥♥♥. It saddens me greatly to think that Klaire won't have the opportunity to learn of how great life can be, even when you are in the dumps, if you just maintain. She's gone to wherever the Leet gamers go, if the Hindus are correct, I bet Klaire will be waiting for us at the respawn door, wherever we find it.