plamaria awareness 2002

I have a rare mental illness called plamaria its something not online that's posted. its only able to find out what that is from a mental Doctor. Wich is uncontrollibal thoughts of sexual pleasure to people who are not real., and can cause high sex drive of thought of a Character they really like. and it screws up the brain to become psychotic when not in the right place relive those thoughts of not on the right mediation