Group for the Mafia Hotel in modded Russia Map

Nah, it's actually more of Zynek's journal.


Old edits should be in discussions, due to 3000 character group description limit.

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Edit [09.12.2020]:
And so your eyes glance upon this. Welcome.

Do you think about life and death?
I do, and it seems I do it more and more often, death especially.
Clearly something is wrong with me, thinking about ways to perish for hours is not normal behaviour.
I don't really care for a long life. A short one with some happiness and fulfillment would be enough for me.
Maybe my story only begins now? What if it's halfway done, or maybe I'm nearing the end of it.

My friends are no longer the people I remember.
I was put aside, no longer someone who they care about.
A tool, to help them with things they cannot do themselves, or are just too lazy too.
Exploited.

School is getting harder with each day.
Old and obsolete system, designed for throwing enormous amounts of ♥♥♥♥ at overloaded students all day long, and requiring them to remember everything.
Nothing is changing, no progress being made, system not adapting to the ever changing world.

Physical health started showing how brittle it is.
Eyes, my back, teeth, all reminding me from time to time that I cannot escape the suffering.

Anything positive is a rare surprise, partly making me forget of the bad stuff, whatever be it.
Surrounded by people, yet so alone

I don't know why I started writing this, forgot the reason halfway through, but somehow just kept going.
Maybe the same is with my life?
Forgot the reason to live halfway through, but kept going, with hope to find one, or more.

I wish you warm sands on your journey, hope you are in a much better state than me.
Until we meet again, reader.

-Zynek




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