12/23/2010

Rain on my cheek as I lay on the pavement
Just in disbelief cause my dad didn't make it
Screaming on the street cause my heart is breaking
I call from god but get an answer from satan
I hear the sirens I close my eyes
This is the day that my father died
He went to a better place but left me behind
Now I live with the pain for the rest of my life

Reaper took him why won't he take me
Like father, like son, thats why mother hates me
Why'd he take him should've taken me
Then my mother would of never hated me

Yeah i'm that boy, the boy without a father
Forever i'm miserable why should I bother
No mother figure that's there for me
I lost the old man that took care of me
Before you say ♥♥♥♥ run a mile in my shoes
I lost everything what else is there to lose
I promise my dad that I wouldn't do the booze
Everynight i'm alone what am I supposed to do