About philosophy I do agree with

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　　　　　　　　　　　About ego
　　　　　　　　　　　　•　Admitting your faults does not make you lose value
　　　　　　　　　　　　•　Accepting advice is not humiliation
　　　　　　　　　　　　•　Learning means accepting your own limits
　　　　　　　　　　　　•　Ego is not selfishness - egoism is

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Ego that protects itself prevents learning.

Ego that accepts reality allows growth.

Be ego-aware, not ego-blind - and build a better version of yourself, one step at a time.




It’s a matter of mood and perspective :)



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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀My nickname traces back to the manga "Red Eyes Sword - Akame ga Kill !"
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> More specifically to the character Esdeath.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀The name itself is a wordplay.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> "Esdeath" sounds like "S desu" in japanese;
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> which can loosely be interpreted as "I am an S(-adist)"

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Over time, that idea evolved into Ez Death
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"Ez" is a common term in Counter-Strike culture, often used ironically
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"Death" stuck because, well... the wordplay was too good to let go ehe

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I started playing CS over a decade ago, and let’s be honest
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀To keep playing this game for that long and continuing ;
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> I probably need to be at least a little bit of sadist so yeah aha

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