Just a friendly programmer, or rather nobody... who makes music and novels in their free time...
Honestly, I have a lot to say, but I am at a loss for words. Today, June 20, 2024, I am trying to move a large "database" from one location to another. I have encountered numerous problems. Although 300 GB isn't an enormous amount, transferring it over a low-bandwidth network, or more precisely, with low network speeds, makes copying anything, even via FTP, quite a challenge.

Today, June 22nd, 2024, I certainly want to say that I didn't do much in the past 2 days... what I did manage to do was transfer the "database" - in quotes because it's not really a database, so to speak... anyway, what I did in those two days was fix two of my private repos, made a stupid python script that deletes your OS (specifically the Windows operating system) with a 1 in 6 chance... lastly I finally created something comprehensible in Blender, wasting about 60 minutes of my life on a 3D model that nobody will see besides me... well, typical me... oh, I almost forgot about my LMs, but I don't want to mention them here, or rather, at all.

Today, June 22nd, 2024, at 20:56, I am on my stupid line of thoughts again... well, what do I want to say now? I hate myself, literally, for many reasons... partially, it's the structure of my mind, so to speak...

Hmm, why do I use Steam as my public journal again... wellp, irrelevant... I should still consider using it. Today, June 23rd, 2024... Today, I did absolutely nothing besides going to another city for a couple of hours. I wish I could reconstruct what I did, but I think I can't... I need a moment... oh, I remembered. First of all, I went to the lake and took a couple of photos. Then, I started my, rather irregular, workout at the outdoor gym. After that, I went to Burger King, of course... did you expect anything other than a fast food place?... and... uhm... I think that's... oh, oh... I forgot something... the LGBT crown... I... I wanted it... I wanted to take it, but I couldn't... and I think that's it... oh, I also went to the mall. That's my whole day... oh, and I missed my bus back home, so... I waited about 40 minutes longer than I should have to get home...

Today, June 23rd, 2024, at 22:59, I forgot to mention something after I went hom-... I think I shouldn't, but... I LOVE YOU, CUTIE PATOOTIE🤍!)))

Today, June 26th, 2024, at 3:04, I cannot distinguish betw-... w-wellp... irrelevant... also, I love him as hell... I... I want to hug him and never let go)))

Today, June 27th, 2024, at 22:27?(utc+2), I love shrimp.

Today, July 5th, 2024, at 00:18, I think that I'm absolutely tired of social interaction... or rather, no, I've hit my snapping point.... I'm not tired of it; I'm tired because nobody else interacts with me... am I so pathetic that nobody gives a ♥♥♥♥ about me? I'm tired of being funny...... I'm tired... of being myself...

Today, July 5th, 2024, The world outside is a chaotic mess, full of unpredictable variables and disappointments.

As everyone's journey continues, I need to take two steps back to think about everything that begins.
End of log.
Or rather, the beginning of nothing.

Today, July 7th, 2024, at 1:31, Glg brx hyhu hashulhqfh rq kdylqj d "iulhqg" zkr mxvw qhjohfwhg brx diwhu wkhb kdg hyhubwklqj wkhb zdqwhg?

Today, July 8th, 2024, at 00:18, I am tired... I no longer want to type anything into my private or public journal... I just want the peace and silence I once had, and I still have it, and I can still use it... the silence of my endeavors... at last and forever, I will remain poetic only when I need to... may your endeavors be great, or at least greater than mine...

Today, July 8th, 2024, at 14:17, http://cl-nonetype-open-sh.unaux.com

Today, July 9th, 2024, at 17:36, Even if you're not sure of your endeavors, don't give up. If you try again and again, by pure luck, you might get somewhere..)))

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