I'm an aging gamer.


A year or so back, I found myself with an unwanted Extension added to Google Chrome, that attached itself. Since then, it along with several others have been removed as they were linked to Steam account thefts and scam sites that screwed over users.

Never open a link from a Steam User unless that user can 100% confirm it is not malicious. That is how people get Steam Passwords etc.

To all those my account spammed in the past, I hope you will forgive me and my relaxed security measures at the time of said spam.

Adding to my profile: Honestly speaking, I used to love playing L4D and L4D2 with friends, but when B4B came out, they went there and I honestly don't favor it so much.

That aside, I enjoyed 7DTD until things went south. It's hard to find a good server where the owner isn't a snob, or the owner isn't a control freak. The one good server I had with friends ended up falling and playing alone while farming the anger of my friends burned me out.

As I get older, I find myself unable to enjoy anything anymore. I now understand why people in their 50s and beyond struggle. I've dealt with this since I was in my late 20s. I'm 36 now. Bad health, lack of interest, and a dying willingness. People can think whatever they want about this edit, honestly, I'm too tired to care anymore. I'm mostly leaving this for the friends I enjoyed chatting with.

If a day comes that I pass before my older friends, then it was a pleasure meeting you, and I deeply apologize for my lack of socializing with new and old friends. Let's just say, after enough heartbreak and betrayal, and really, really bad luck, I stopped being social outside of live games. I miss playing L4D with my friends but time is unforgiving and people change. They were the few people I could truly enjoy time with.

This sounds depressing and all, but I'm only human, after all. With my health collapsing and my lack of gaming and contact with friends, I feel regret.


Sadly, there is no medicine for regret.