ya theres trash on the floor
n the pills on the carpet
christian dior bag u would think i bought it
i was feelin down, ate til i vomit
name in my mouth, ion even comment
oh what a welcome surprise
standing in the driveway hair all in my eyes
happy halloween and i came in my disguise
came in feeling blind and im leaving with some eyes
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feel like bladee play the victim
i jus do whats right ion even got the wisdom
no teeth, i got coral like a reef
"baby why u hurt urself like all the time?"
well nothings ever perfect and its terrifying
n i always kno i ♥♥♥♥ up like all the time
whats wrong in my mind wen idk, idk whats right


-novid -high -freq 540 -tickrate 128 +fps_max 0 +cl_cmdrate 128 +cl_updaterate 128

bind "mwheeldown" +jump
bind "uparrow" "volume 0.7"
bind "downarrow" "volume .01"
bind "x" "+jump; -attack; -jump"
voice_mixer_volume 1

alias "+boing" "+jump"
alias "+ding" "-attack; -attack2"
alias "+dong" "-jump"
bind X "+boing; +ding; +dong"