it wouldn't change anything

i can't take back what i said
once something gets broke that badly
there no putting it back together

so what if i was lashing out
so what if i was barely keeping it together?

those are just excuses
i hurt her that day

i said what i did because i knew it would hurt her

nothing i do can change that
nothing can make it better

at least this way
i know i can't hurt her again