11/30/25
Happy Birthday to them...

11/27/25
DAMNIT LEAVE MY ROUTER ALONE!

11/21/25
That's been going on? Okay...

11/1/25 - 11/20/25
Too quiet...

[More stuff was here, but I was at the 4000 char limit.]

I was in that same position from 3 years ago where was scared that if I didn't do something that someone was going to get hurt somehow.
That same position where people could do what they want with me, despite what I actually want or feel, and I would hardly resist, maybe even play along with what they want even though it hurts me.

I'm losing all hope that it'll change away from me being constantly in that state...