CPU: AMD Ryzen 9 3900X 3.8 GHz 12-Core Processor
Motherboard: Asus ROG Crosshair VIII Formula ATX AM4 Motherboard
Memory (RAM): G.Skill Trident Z RGB 128 GB (4 x 32 GB) DDR4-4000 CL18 Memory
Hard Drives: 18TB and 12TB Western Digital Gold
SSD: Samsung 870 EVO 250GB and Samsung 870 QVO 4TB
Video Card: Asus GeForce RTX 3090 24 GB STRIX GAMING OC Video Card
Case: Lian Li O11D XL-W ATX Full Tower Case

Nowadays, headache, cold shoulder, getting colder, guess I'm growing older, I'm a loner, lie and say I love her, you don't come over when you're sober, I don't wanna tell you what I think about, drugs are longer now, I never leave the house, don't look at me for help, I hate to watch you drown, still tried my best, no doubt, like fxck you talking 'bout? 93FEETOFSMOKE - Lie And Say I Love Her

Fxck you, you don’t know what it’s like to be so messed up that you hope that you die when you're over your life and you know that you might, put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive cause I think I could focus and try more, don’t wanna die from emotions I hide, you couldn’t care that I’m broken inside Complete - Jordan

I'm sick of fxcking feeling like I wanna die, hang high with the noose bathing in the light, I got my homies right here with me but they don’t understand a fxcking thing, I wanna get up but I'm half alive, stuck in my fxcking bed until I break and cry, I wanna just say I'm ok but sometimes this life is just too hard Rivilin - Azure Rain

I held death's head this evening can't keep my heart from beating can't keep my throat from screaming there has to be another way for me to keep on living, I held death's head this evening, closed mind and still I'm breathing promise I won't leave here, don't let me die I'm fxcking screaming 'Cause I've got more life left to live, got some promises to keep, to all the hearts that carried me, up from the ocean deep, I've had to do some searching to understand our reasons, for every selfish feeling, I held death's hand this evening The Amity Affliction - Death's Hand

blood in the sink, i can barely think, spent a rack last night on my fxcking drinks all i see is money, all i see is red, you can take what you want 'cause i'm almost dead, you can tell that i'm lost, i should go to bed, say i'm fine but i'm not, you should see my head, no i never forgot all the things you said (yeah), make it by 'cause i'm on all these fxcking meds 9tails - comatose


I thought you'd be there till the end, instead I've lost another friend, I don't blame you for a second, last years of your life we spent apart, but we kept in touch, our worlds apart, you were my emotional crutch, that alone still breaks my heart, I've been talking in my sleep I'll keep I'll keep on calling, I've been falling, I won't give up give up I'm sleepwalking Self Checkout - A League of Their Own

Made it to the top and now I'm jumping off the building, never had a handle on this thing you call "Life", another day another problem, I'm just waiting to die, its a long way down really testing my patience hate to say it but I'm running out of motivation, cut me to the bone, just so I can see the light, got a heart made out of stone, can't believe I'm still alive, I don't wanna talk, I just wanna run away, walking through the fog, just to make it to my grave, write my name up on a casket, let me ask this, have you ever seen an ending so tragic? Lil Revive x Jake Hill - Coven