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hey i noticed we have 1 group in common i think you're a pretty cool person and would like to get to know you sometime hit me up on discord or kik haha sorry if thats too forward sometimes my mom tells me that i am a good boy and that friends will come to me but that hasnt really happened the past decade of her telling me that, so maybe this is my chance haha. Just yeah send me a message and stuff and that would be cool and stuff and i would love to get to know you

So first to clear things up, I'm a teenage girl (not a guy, not gay) and have a strong crush on 23-year old Iosif Stalin. I mean, he is smoking hot. Is it just me or do other people also think that way? All my friends disagree when I show them his photo and ask whether he is hot. I almost feel like I'm in love with this guy, and it just depresses me that he died a long time ago (64 years already!), and it's been 116 years since he was 23. When I had crush on other guys I always had a hope that maybe at one point I'll talk to them, but in this case that's completely impossible which makes me sad. Sometimes when I try to sleep I suddenly think of his face and it just stays there for a long time before I actually fall asleep. During the day I occasionally find myself trying to picture him in real life. It's almost scary because I basically have a crush on a dead person. What should I do about this?