Gaben if you can hear me.... bless this man

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+rep Killing Machine

Victory incoming!

high-skill teammate

Not reading that essay below…

Team practice in match making never gets old huh little buddy!

Try shooting back on faceit when it matters and yo uwon't be level 5 anymore!

Cheats in premier, doesn't shoot back on faceit.

- rep from in real life

+ rep from faceit

This man saved my life.

I am 45.

My ex-wife and I have a daughter together, and adopted our son together. They are now both 4 years old.

When we were going through our separation, I found myself lost and miserable. I was self destructive. I got so mad one day from everything spiraling out of my control that I punched some concrete in a moment of overwhelming emotion. That caused me to break my 5th metacarpal in my right hand... my working hand... my games hand.. the hand that I held and carried my children to bed with.. The hand I desperately needed to make sure I could continue to provide.

After learning of the severity of my self-inflicted damage, I was borderline suicidal. Keep in mind that just a few months before this, I was the happiest man with no history of depression or anxiety. I have never had fits of rage, or been one to break down and cry, but I was in a low spot that just really buried me from being able to see the light on the other side.

Having nothing better to do, I searched for someone I could play with, ONE HANDED while I recovered. I somehow stumbled upon this man. I decided that it had to be worth a shot... I must admit, I wasn't as good, or played nearly as long as he did. In fact, I may have only played an hour or two a day.. With that being said, after doing so, I had a new found joy and hope for life. I was able to put behind me the pain and suffering that had been cast over me. I was able to experience other peoples joy and happiness. I was able to see the fruits of my "labor". I relaxed for 5 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ minutes to this man, long enough to realize that I was going to be okay.

After coming to that realization, I turned the games off, and I went back to work. It hurt my hand like hell but I was motivated. I stopped feeling so damn sorry for myself, and I became the father I needed to be in that moment, not the weak boy I was behaving as.

Today, I am close friend with my kids mother. We don't fight, or argue, or say hurtful things to each other. We are parents, and friends.

I now have 3 kids. My third child is, wait for it, ALSO 4 YEARS OLD. The woman I am with was going through a very similar situation at the time of my own separation, and we just stumbled in to each others life unexpectedly. We have been in a relationship for a year now, and are very happy together.

Moral of the story, you never know what life holds in store for you, and if I would have given up when all the odds were stacked against me, I wouldn't be where I am today. This silly little man helped me realize all that.

nice

pinche pedazo de mierda

always headshot like cow bear

I miss you dad

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+rep fast and kind trader :)