Hi to my Brothers & Sisters. I've been out of touch yes.
47 Days in hospital so I'm not quite up to much energy wise.
I was being released discharged and the doctor comes for a conference and asks me if I would like to die. They could make it happen right away.
I was in hospital with a very bad lung infection. The culture was taken thankfully and after 7 days he comes and sys they need to change the antibiotic.
Another 5 days in hospital.
I get released and again in 4 days I'm phoning another Ambulance, this time it was for another 37 days so that's 37 + 16 = 53 Days.
And they come up with that. They said there not doing anything for my back pain.
They put me on meds to spiral me down into depression or suicide.. (on the description side effects). It did take the panic attacks away but it's making me weak and depressed just by doing it's job.
Here again the doctor when I was admitted the first time told me I was going to die. Then just walked away.
Call me paranoid but holy crapp w have a theme going now. Took 2 weeks to get enough to go for a smoke. Smoked in my car in the parking lot. $200 for that luxury.
Watching the Gangs do their thing and the hooked dividing meth rocks to kids.
Day times were nice to be out in the car. But I'm alive still bouncing no energy.
I have to move my landlord broke in threw my cloths and IDK what else. Smashed my printer was brand new. TV smashed through the end table and broke the leg off and smashed the glass.
I'll put it on a arm support
My air test got messed up in such a not ok way. I had my compressor taken away, Tanks only 10 monthly.
Thats it for now.
I will try my hardest to be up and running tomorrow.