PenguInDeGray
A Weirdo Black Dude
United States
:SBpenguin: The only drama that truly matters leans twoards life or death.
(A'lot of the things people argue about, keep grudges over wont matter when were all dead. It'll be forgotten history.)
(Why I encourage everyone to create at least one thing in this world so that the day you do die, apart of you sticks around, especially if you don't want or never got to have kids.)
(Alot of kids never even learned what they wanted to be or do.) :SBpenguin:


:SBpenguin: Indie Games > A lot of AAA Games :SBpenguin:


:SBpenguin:Our levels are our age. We gain XP from doing / learning things in life but don't level up from it.

What we level is our sub-levels (Hobbies, Skills)

A LVL 15 can possibly have more XP than a LVL 20.

Raise that XP till the last day, it can be something as small as drawing or changing a tire and something as big as getting a promotion or getting in a fight. (Not recklessly please.)
(I was once put in a rear naked choke and chocked to where I made unpleasant noises, in my perspective, I gained XP.)


Raise what stats you can.
END
(Stamina Capacity, Stamina Regeneration, Health, Resistance)
[Most important stat physically imo.]
STR
(Raw Power, Body Coordination, Grip, Resistance)
PER
(Aim, Awareness, Body Coordination)
DEX
(Body Coordination, Agility, Speed)
INT
(KNOWLEDGE, Learning Capability, Learning Speed, Adapting Speed, Creativity, Memory)
CHAR
(Speech, Communication, Comedic Skill, Appearance, Persuasion)
[By far my lowest.]
WILL
(Mental Endurance)

"What Build Are Ye Runnin?"

The real world is also a video game world, but it autosaves every milsecond, usually isnt as intense as most fantasy worlds, though it is the most Immersive out of all and the relationships you make matter the most.
Also aging is basically getting nerfed. :SBpenguin:

What username means?
Penguins are adorable and InDeGray represents not being good or evil, but in between.
Not a good person, just like doing good stuff.
Honestly (Not everytime tho) be a little suspicious of those who say they are a good person.

|Favorite Game Hall Of Fame| (Steam Games Only)

2012-2018 was Garry's Mod
2019-2020 was Toribash
2021-2022 was Project Zomboid
2023 was Rimworld
2024 is...N/A?
2025 is...?
Still love all favorites.
:SBpenguin: The only drama that truly matters leans twoards life or death.
(A'lot of the things people argue about, keep grudges over wont matter when were all dead. It'll be forgotten history.)
(Why I encourage everyone to create at least one thing in this world so that the day you do die, apart of you sticks around, especially if you don't want or never got to have kids.)
(Alot of kids never even learned what they wanted to be or do.) :SBpenguin:


:SBpenguin: Indie Games > A lot of AAA Games :SBpenguin:


:SBpenguin:Our levels are our age. We gain XP from doing / learning things in life but don't level up from it.

What we level is our sub-levels (Hobbies, Skills)

A LVL 15 can possibly have more XP than a LVL 20.

Raise that XP till the last day, it can be something as small as drawing or changing a tire and something as big as getting a promotion or getting in a fight. (Not recklessly please.)
(I was once put in a rear naked choke and chocked to where I made unpleasant noises, in my perspective, I gained XP.)


Raise what stats you can.
END
(Stamina Capacity, Stamina Regeneration, Health, Resistance)
[Most important stat physically imo.]
STR
(Raw Power, Body Coordination, Grip, Resistance)
PER
(Aim, Awareness, Body Coordination)
DEX
(Body Coordination, Agility, Speed)
INT
(KNOWLEDGE, Learning Capability, Learning Speed, Adapting Speed, Creativity, Memory)
CHAR
(Speech, Communication, Comedic Skill, Appearance, Persuasion)
[By far my lowest.]
WILL
(Mental Endurance)

"What Build Are Ye Runnin?"

The real world is also a video game world, but it autosaves every milsecond, usually isnt as intense as most fantasy worlds, though it is the most Immersive out of all and the relationships you make matter the most.
Also aging is basically getting nerfed. :SBpenguin:

What username means?
Penguins are adorable and InDeGray represents not being good or evil, but in between.
Not a good person, just like doing good stuff.
Honestly (Not everytime tho) be a little suspicious of those who say they are a good person.

|Favorite Game Hall Of Fame| (Steam Games Only)

2012-2018 was Garry's Mod
2019-2020 was Toribash
2021-2022 was Project Zomboid
2023 was Rimworld
2024 is...N/A?
2025 is...?
Still love all favorites.
Favorite Game
Video Game Logic Applied In Real Life (Sorta Life Hacks)
:sbpenguin: (Usually in Beat-Em-Ups) Hitting enemies raises your combo, not fighting will drop the combo, this same thing can be applied to Skills/Hobbies/Jobs. [Smoking Sexy Style.]
[Also with this, some things you can learn at home like a Sims character, and not spend thousands of dollars.]

:sbpenguin:(Focused on Physical) Not all pain lasts forever, you heal/regenerate from it, when in pain, think about how it is temporary and just have to deal with it for the time being. (Obviously doesnt work everytime, some things just hurt.)

:sbpenguin:Many Video Game OST's are usually extended, if you listen to extended music (Dont even need to be VGOST) thats a good way to indicate how much time has passed.
(Sinister Shadows- KH2, one of favorites, 15 Mins each)
[WARNING, Music does make an impact on your brain, you are responsible of music choice.]

:sbpenguin:Use WASD to move. (Usually people turn to the direction they are moving (Holding W and moving Mouse) (Which makes sense btw,) Sometimes moving by A/D/S can be better.

:sbpenguin:The heels of your feet and/or your head/neck are your mouse/right analog movement.

:sbpenguin:(Usually in Fighting Games) Characters grunt when attacking, getting hit, blocking, in real life, making some sort of grunt can help with less energy being used in your action and with releasing energy absorbed from an impact. (It doesnt work everytime but still works, it can also help in changing the sequence of your actions.) (Dont be the guy that grunts from nodding their head like a Kingdom Hearts 3 character.) /KH2 best KH dont care.\
["Sai/Say" or "Sou" is good for a quick exhale.]

:sbpenguin:Cooldowns are usually a gameplay mechanic but applies in real life via body structure and technique (Depending on what your doing, example was something like a kick, or maybe where you do something awkward and you have that "cooldown" before nobody is thinking about that awkward thing without it being mentioned in conversation.)


:sbpenguin:(Not really a Video Game one but-) People find small reasons to complain (There is something that gets to all of us, we human.) What almost always passes in my mind is the fact of how many people die, get robbed/raped, house burned down, terrible life changing/ending things, like every single second (Subconscious mostly) also complaining usually brings no progression, usually whatever is being complained about. (Hatred doesnt = progression unless that fuels your goals, hopefully for something not harmful.)
["OHH but what about the stuff you wrote in the second Info Box?"]
[Thats the stuff that gets to me voice in my head and you the reader might say too, we human.]
[First World problems amIrighte?]
[Nah its crazy the amount of food thrown away, yet theres world hunger. Worked fast food before, Ive had to throw that food away, only sometimes was allowed to bring the food home without it being an issue.]
[Also dont work fast food for your life, I do not recommend, there are easier jobs that pay more.]
[But fellas/my n!ggas, fast food might be where your love may be at, idk though Im still single, some of the coolest/most compassionate girls Ive known in our age group are from fast food.]


:sbpenguin:Some things we dont do because its a low chance of success. (Remember, RNG, a 5% chance can still work.)
[This dont mean go for everything though, dont hurt yourself please.]
(We need more creation, not destruction.)


:SBchicken: List will be longer, the more things I think of
Screenshot Showcase
Garry's Zomboid (From Game Project Zomboid)
1
Video Showcase
Garry's Zomboid
Review Showcase
114 Hours played
Had to snap my character out of wanting to smash her son.
Review Showcase
815 Hours played
Great Pixel Art Software, its worth it, some people make some of the coldest pixel art on here. Good for whether you making an animation, a video game, or just as art itself.


Can make pixel titties-
I mean- What?
Hey if thats what you wanna do then go for it. I aint judgin.
Some reasons Im Criminally Antisocial (Maybe you relate, thats why I put this.)
Some of yall may see this and think, oh brother..but screw it. :shockedstar2022:
I struggle with expressing how I really feel to other people (most family & friends included) so Ill do it here, to mostly strangers or the friends that do have steam and look here. (Hey now you get to learn a lil about me that maybe you didnt before.)
Maybe future me will take it down but for now..

(And also dont take some of the things below as a "I cant do no wrong". I do not think that, rather I feel I do more wrong than other folks on average really cause theres more that I dont want to say on here because it would not be received well, Id figure we all got a bit of that though.)

:SBpenguin: Simply preference of doing stuff over talking.
(Something where brain stays active and may be something that is physically/mentally tolling? Shiii negro thats all you had to say!)
(Simply talking which is actually good for the human brain, but just sitting around and existing which makes me feel weird cause I need to occupy my brain 95% of the time? Nah Imma just find an alternative route where it takes longer to get to my destination, also its not personal if you catch me in this act.)

:SBpenguin: When I Do Talk.
Words often overlooked, then folks realize Im right (not always right obviously) commonly ignored or folks want to talk over you then wonder why you just stopped saying anything, the condescending look in some peoples eyes so I wonder why they are even talking to me. Cant let guard down as "jokes" may actually be a insult jab. Like said above, would rather do something that is almost guaranteed to hurt than to be on edge on how an interaction will go and suddenly change to.
Action over interaction?

:SBpenguin: Compliments, and struggling with if that compliment is genuine or if it was a test to see how I will respond or if its to leave a room of opportunity for disrespect, cause some people compliment then disrespect. (Maybe I'm just too cynical and value actions well over words.)
(Depends on the compliment thought, cause some are nice, but on average feels like I'm having errors in my brain.) [You Beep Boop Robo-n!gga] :leaSmug:

:SBpenguin: Feel the need to mask a'lot to be socially acceptable. Even having to mask positivity cause I can feel some folks hatred from said positivity. (I should be an actor huh? Maybe not, gotta be able to make myself cry, I can but that's a'lot of effort.)
[And the thing is every single one of us wears a mask within society, personally I want to know whats behind the mask, see what your messed up side is cause were all messed up in some sort of way.]

:SBpenguin: Often giving people the wrong idea.
(What was just wrote above does not help that case.)
(Incorrect tone of voice, hard to say thank you cause I feel like I'm saying it like a knob.)
(Can be perfectly fine with something but that person thinks I despise it or vice versa.)
(Now it turns into a passive-aggressive standoff but whole time I was really okay with whatever that thing was that caused the passive-aggressiveness and now I want to actually bash my head in cause I can feel the passive-aggressiveness that should've never happened in the first place, but if I bash my head in, the other person will think its cause of the thing we "disagree" on.)
Conversation and battle might as well be a synonym, almost dont even matter how casual. :KittendFire:

:SBpenguin: Feel of higher confidence alone, often feel the need to "dumb myself down" and pretend not to know things. (Not saying I'm smart but I have to act dumber than what I really am.)
(And when you dumb down, some people will think your stupid and do things that they think you wont notice, so now you double dumb down [:shizukaSkeptic: that was not funny] just to see how far people will go with the disrespect and silently get a feel of their character, then they wonder why you just suddenly stopped talking to them, I'm not the arguing type but will if it feels like the only/best choice, some arguments are just not worth it and I usually think logically, debating is better.)
(Plus creating feels much better than arguing.)
(Another thing, I despise n!ggas with a superiority complex, the ones I usually have to "dumb myself down" for so they can feel good about themselves, we all human, we bleed, we die all the same!)
(A person can be better at something than someone else but that doesn't mean you are a better person than them! The only people I see myself better than are murderers, rapists, and pedophiles.)
(Some of those superiority complex people don't even do much in life, Diary Of A Wimpy Kid aSs n!ggas..) :leaSmug:
(I often operate to where people look at me with concern and tell me to take it easy and ask if I'm okay.)
[If I can still create, then I'm okay.]
(Still not better than you unless your one of the three things listed above, its not like I handle all my responsibilities perfectly, simply prefer doing stuff over talking, staying active is catharsis.)
[Catharsis,Catharsis,Catharsis]

:SBpenguin: Thank you from coming to my TED talk lol. I'm just a dude who wanna make the most stuff he can before he dies.
(I'm talking more here than I do in an average day, like I forreal can go the entire day without talking to anyone, not counting teamwork communication.)
(Double edged sword to not really talk, not saying its a good thing but it has its benefits.)
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We can be friends  for future games ^_^ 
 
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The weather is here, I wish you were beautiful.
My thoughts aren't too clear, but don't run away.
My girlfriend's a bore; my job is too dutiful.
Hell nobody's perfect, would you like to play?
I feel together today!
-- Jimmy Buffet, "Coconut Telegraph"

Sometimes the light's all shining on me,
Other times I can barely see.
Lately it occurs to me
What a long strange trip it's been.
-- The Grateful Dead, "American Beauty"

We wish you a Hare Kri


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