I everyone, chocking that theres still some of you in this group. Well just wanted to say that im back ;)

To have a soul is both good and bad, it makes you feel joy and on the other hand pain.
It makes you smile, it makes you cry. It makes us feel love and hate.
to have a soul can be really hard when the pain overwhelms the joy,
but the pain and hurt is only there to tell you that your alive!

Hi mates thought it was about time for me to post a new message and i guess ive come to that point that i need to talk to someone now. But i aint that person that feels fine to talk with parents or any close relative or anything like that. So i thinks its a lot more easy to talk with you guys/girls out there since none of you know me in real life. Well my life isnt on my side right now. Ive got screwd by a company that was supposed to pay me 800 euro so now im rly after with my bills and i dont have any money to rly do anything. My realationship with my Dad is on its up and downs a lot. I have a contactperson at a thing called "Arbetsförmedlingen" its like a company that helps you find jobs and apperently they got some now place i might get a job on i just havent had the strenght to answer or talk to anyone the last week that i know. I do also think i am in love, but love isnt on my side. So i dont know what you call this if it depressed or what. Well thats my life atm and it sucks balls -.-

Mah Birthday today mates :) Born 23 of August 1991, Its up to you to figure out how old i am ;)

Well i just finished my first day at my new job and oh my god i thought i was gona die in this heat. it was like 35*C outside today and not that thats enough my job is to stand next to a smoking hot truck most hours a day. Well atleast it was funny and i dunno how many litres i drank and i was supposed to eat a hamburger with fries for dinner but i couldnt eat it. its because of the damn heat. Well tomorrows a new day and im sure its gona be a new challange and a fun one :D Now i think im of to bed and watch Toy Story and try to rest for a bit since i only got 2 hours of sleep last night ;) Cya all later. Yours truly LaZZ.