Leaving is understandable but please just hear me out! All of you guys were a very big part of my life and I do not deserve anybody in this group but please, I really do miss all of you and my actions from last year do not represent me as a person now whatsoever. I feel that I have grown as a man and would love to banter again like we used to many moons ago. I think about each and every one of you guys almost every day and it breaks my heart that I burned that bridge so many nights ago, and wish that it never happened, all over something that was very, very dumb, I genuinely love and respect all of you guys, so please feel free to just ignore this, but I do truly hope that this could be the seed to the regrowth to the friendship that once existed between us.

-Joel.