It's times like these that make me want to lay down and cry, forget everything and just give up. I've got a dad who is struggling with cancer, my mom passed away last year, and I have life bearing down on my harder each day. While this sounds like me just trying to get attention and guilt people, it's all just me trying to unload my mind and make sense of the world.

Yesterday, I discovered that five friends of mine mysteriously removed and blocked me, including a long time best friend of mine. That long time best friend also changed his name many times and made his profile private, which hurts even more. I do not know why this happened but it did, my main concern is that somebody out there is spreading rumors about me, I don't know who, but I do know I have enemies.

What is most disheartening about all this is how my friends, and people I thought I could trust, suddenly turned and blocked me without a word, without any explanation and without even saying goodbye. I get I'm rough around the edges, but the fact that they believed these lies and slander put forth against me instead of trusting their times with me causes me to wonder what the hell is happening.

I mean, was it something I said, something I did? Just tell me my mistake so I can learn and fix it. I've grown up without any guidance most of my life, so I've had to discover things the hard way, and teach myself plenty of what I know today. So please, if you can read this and you removed me without saying goodbye, at least tell me why in the comments of this announcement.

Christmas break is on it's way (this friday is my last day of school for a while), which means I can now get off my ass on the topic of the servers and keep poking my provider to fix his bridging issue. Furthermore I can now also start planning gamedays and dates for us to hang out and meet one another properly.

Participation isn't mandatory in the events, however if you don't have a reasonable excuse for refusing to participate in the events I slave to put together and I find that during the event time that you are just sitting there with a status of "Online" or "Looking to Play" and aren't joining, I will probably delete you from my friends list and kick you from the group since I don't want to bother with people who can't be bothered to put in an effort in a friendship.

TL;DR: Events are coming when i'm on break, if you don't participate and don't give me a valid reason for not participating I will delete you from my friends list and kick you from the group, also I'm going to hound my server provider.

Ciao,
Vincent

I've gotten a handful of messages asking about the server, and I gotta be blunt: It might not happen as soon as I had planned/hoped. The issue is that the internet provider that my server's owner/maintainer uses, messed up the ability for people to connect to his router from outside (bridging) when he upgraded his package for more data and faster speed. Thus I cannot connect to the server in order to either put up the servers or even work on them. I do not know when they will be back up but I hope I can get em up and running soon.

-Love, Vincent and his dad.

How many of you guys are able to participate during the day of the 31st in some possible game event things. It won't be huge, maybe also shoot down some suggestions to what you guys would like to play?

Also keep your word, if you're free during the day on Halloween, stick to it. I don't expect many people to stick around Halloween evening XD

Hopefully we can make this a thing!

-Scarlet Kitten

I know I dedicated myself to trying to keep server downtime to a minimum, but sadly it's not very possible right now because my dad is in the hospital, thus work on the server has stopped for now, but should start up again after Halloween. I hope to have the servers (all three/four of them) up before the end of November. Glad you all have been patient with me and my incompetence.

TL;DR: Dad is in hospital, hence the servers being down, they'll be up before end of November.

Thanks,
Vincent "Mad King" Cresswell