when I had woken up your hand was in mine

The only sensation present, when our fingers intertwine

you let go, and I fell through the sheets

buried by blankets, it was no longer sweet


tasteless and bland
was the food offered by your hand

mirages in my mind

of the times you were kind

buried by blankets, you reached out and held on
my mind wandered off, singing along to false love songs

your darkness is bitter, mine is soft and sweet

in your presence my soul tastes defeat

you were a collage of my darkest fantasies
and in your light, I was met by tragedies

with a voice as melodic as guitar strings

the devil resided in the songs you sing

a common misconception
that you were my redemption

conjured through familiarity
ending through waves of insanity

words spoken as If I were a stranger
thinking i could be our final savior

A deep inferno of black hues and red fire dwells in your spirit
I close my eyes and i envision your struggling body tightly gripped by the devil’s grasp, pulling you further into fires flaming guilty embers

Your eyes are weary and tired but they lovingly embrace the sight of sadistic smiles and loyal souls
Your smile is hidden and your intention’s undecided yet your body’s built up of angel bones
If satan drags you down before you reach your end, i’ll lay down all my sins and take your place instead

An abundance of love, each seed I placed carefully into the ground
Before the sun rose to its horizons, weeds began to sprout out

I watched my adoration for the earth carefully be digested
Before I could take hold of my roses, rotten roots had already manifested

The purity of the green had grown bruised brown
A rainstorm grew closer, and I wished my garden would drown

My roses grew taller, and with them came inch long thorns
In the shadows of the dirt, i’d see a creature protruding devil horns

Taking a closer look, it took days and weeks to see
That the shadow in the dirt, held the shape and image of me

A heart of gold, a mind like a diamond, intentions so pure, and thoughts expanding upon horizons
Decisions of a demon, words of a serpent's tongue, a love deep enough to hurt anyone